Okay this
part is a little tough but on Veterans Day my chemo Dr. said he was through
treating
me that he has done all he can and that he would not reconmend me for any
more treatments because it would only make me more uncomfortable. Lisa
had a list of questions that we had put togerther and his final answer
was “Just go home and Love and Enjoy what ever time you have left.”
So now I can let My Heavenly Father take control.
I feel blessed! What a great day as a vet to now know that on 1 of the
most important dates in our country history, Veterans Day, I found out
I now have a date. “I'm thrilled”, not only is my Godly Father in control
and he knows my timetable, but I do not need to worry anymore. Because
He is in control, He will make the call for me to come home. Thank you
Lord. This Sunday I plan to go down front at the end of the service and
read this statement and ask my church and everyone else to ask God to give
me a 150 days. I need to make it to the end of March to be able to walk
my Daughter down the isle on her wedding day. I think that 150 days is
close to the end of the month of March. Now that the doctor and I are Noooooo
longer competing for who was running my life and he is out of the picture,
I can start letting MY Heavenly Father take over more of my life and I’m
positive that My Lord is able to care for me much better than I can do
by myself. I can not do the rest of this journey by myself, and I now know
that my heavenly time clock is started, the only person I have to deal
with is my Father.
My Father knows BEST when he is ready for me, and it not be 1 second
earlier or will I be LATE. My Lord, the last time I checked in I was still
in control of every thing and He didn’t ask me for anything. Now, I believe
that if I do my part, I know God will due his best and how can I lose?
We are instructed to pray and ask God to do what he tells us to do.
In his time we get the right answer, or out of the blue something we have
been praying about just happens and how blessed we are for God has never
failed. He has never failed me, and He always does what is best for me
in my life if I obey. I feel great having that peace of mind because I'm
on heavens time clock and not mans. I like my chances better with God’s
control of the clock rather than man’s. God has blessed me through my live
and I know that he is not going to abandon me now.
Have a good tomorrow and God Bless,
PS. Please feel free to show this letter to anyone you care about. All
I want now is to be positive and remind myself it's Gods hands and He is
running the show, not Jim Aslan and I like it that this way! END